Late Night Posting

Its such a late night post, but I've been busy day time. Whats everyone up too in this wonderful world and wonderful lullaby?
I'm fine, the usual.
trying to survive everyday and trying to figure out myself more and more everyday.
Have you ever noticed when its midnight or 11:59p.m. something usually weird happens.
I had the most interesting thing happen. I thought i was going insane.
I heard my name being called all over the house, but yet it was a screech and I got scared.
I went directly to my parent and i asked her if she was calling me and she responded "no" then i was looking at the bird but the bird is actually asleep.
I feel paranoid.
But anwayys, during my day time activities, I dropped off a book to my good friend
carmen, she needed and its she is into intro-criminal justice and i wish her the most
luck but hopefully if she needs help i don't mind helping her.
Oh, another thing happen the other day when i went to work.
I was starring outside of the window and i saw something but i blinked a couple of times.
It was a person standing outside of the window, all dressed in white.
She was lovely, I thought she was real.
I know i sound a bit insane talking about something, i couldn't keep my eyes off her.
I saw her outside of the window of the drive through and i kept my mouth quiet and i was not responding to any cars. I just kept viewing her. She was lovely, her eyes were green, a bright green and her face was a bit blurry but i'm trying to remember exactly how she looked. the skin was so white and fare. but i did notice a scar she had on her cheek, that was the only thing that actually got me distracted when i was starring at her. I was memorized starring at her, but she lifted her hand, and i kept keeping my distance and viewing her a bit more and when i blinked she was gone. I went outside directly and i saw a little jewelry. It was green, very small pendant.
I have it in my pocket.
It hasn't left my sight.

Life is mysterious when you don't understand anything.

Been awhile?

Ive been sick for a couple of days, more like weeks. Well lets go with a month and half.
Yeah, i caught a nasty flu and i didn't seem it was that severe so what i did was just ignore it
that was my biggest mistake.
I have been in and out of the hospital due to this severe flu.
I haven't had any peace and quiet, the whole
house is in rubbish due to me being sick
because everyone loves to be the boss of everything
but you know what?
I am the boss
That's something people need to understand yes, i'm a bit nice and i let everyone do what they want. who fucking cares, i am the person who gets to put the foot down and eat it.
Oh i got myself an iphone form sprint its pretty cool, i never had an apple product
and it is true what they say once you have an iphone
its practically your life.
Im doing speech right now and i feel like slicing my wrist ontop that im sick, i dont
really want to speak infront of people and actually have a stuffy nose
cough all over and my partner is like "dude, just go home"
and im like no! i need perfect attendance and perfect grading.
I want to walk out with that A in the classroom not a B, i got so insulted when
i saw my grade was A-.
I can't my mind out of those memories.
Now to tell them and tell them again to take my dreams.
Still the music keeps tuning that takes my hurt.
I need to remind my mind.
Days long pass by quick and fast down the lanes, the fatal and finding the favorite chills.
those slow days are passing by like fast lanes, finding out the favorite chills with me are impossible.
Man, I don't feel like doing this speech but i'm doing it..

Banning Lollipops!
Go go!
We can do it!

What will tomorrow bring me? Who knows.