Been awhile?

Ive been sick for a couple of days, more like weeks. Well lets go with a month and half.
Yeah, i caught a nasty flu and i didn't seem it was that severe so what i did was just ignore it
that was my biggest mistake.
I have been in and out of the hospital due to this severe flu.
I haven't had any peace and quiet, the whole
house is in rubbish due to me being sick
because everyone loves to be the boss of everything
but you know what?
I am the boss
That's something people need to understand yes, i'm a bit nice and i let everyone do what they want. who fucking cares, i am the person who gets to put the foot down and eat it.
Oh i got myself an iphone form sprint its pretty cool, i never had an apple product
and it is true what they say once you have an iphone
its practically your life.
Im doing speech right now and i feel like slicing my wrist ontop that im sick, i dont
really want to speak infront of people and actually have a stuffy nose
cough all over and my partner is like "dude, just go home"
and im like no! i need perfect attendance and perfect grading.
I want to walk out with that A in the classroom not a B, i got so insulted when
i saw my grade was A-.
I can't my mind out of those memories.
Now to tell them and tell them again to take my dreams.
Still the music keeps tuning that takes my hurt.
I need to remind my mind.
Days long pass by quick and fast down the lanes, the fatal and finding the favorite chills.
those slow days are passing by like fast lanes, finding out the favorite chills with me are impossible.
Man, I don't feel like doing this speech but i'm doing it..

Banning Lollipops!
Go go!
We can do it!

What will tomorrow bring me? Who knows.